There are two things that you absolutely deserve. The love from those you love and the love from yourself!
Not being good enough is not what you should be worried about.
...life is FAR to short. If you are a person who is willing to put in the work and do everything you can to continuously learn, grow, and expand, then you truly deserve to me mentored and coached by someone who has all of those characteristics and traits.
He lived in the shadows of the POLITICAL PARENTING CROWD and avoided the normal "fake" friendships amongst the adults.